♥ Friday, May 29, 2009 6:29 PM
Today's the day where all of our practice is for.Weeks of repeating the same action over and over again.It all comes to this,today.I'll be marching in with my junior cadets,stand there and jog off with them,after receiving the insults thrown at me,like,the youngest cadets in NCDCC,and also this contigent is made up of secondary 1 and 2 cadets.After that,i'm supposed to clap my hands and scream about it.Everytime they said that,the more i want to prove them wrong.The Lance Corporal Rank on my shoulders now,I want to get rid of it.I won't be the senior cadet with junior ranks.This coming SNCO course,is the time where things come to an end.Tough training,All for the rank of Staff Seargeant.I don't know why i'm writing so much about this in the first place.I'm not one who wants to strive for excellence in things which I do not favor.But yet,others do.Then I ask myself,will I disappoint them?I've set my life out straight,but I realize that the longer I go,the more I doubt my decisions.Only one thing's certain.I want the RSAF to be a part of my life.Either way,I WANT an RSAF Uniform.I thought i'd only taste life's bitter flavour in the future,after school,when the decisions I make can only be made by myself.I guess I was wrong.Thinking about my future is one thing,achieving it,another.I used to sit down and dream,myself in an F-16D Block 52+,cruising above Singapore.Now I think again,Will I be flying it?Repairing It?Or maybe even cleaning it.But I never give up.Even when I'm playing a game,I never give up.Anyway,Im going to the RSAF Museum soon,if anyone of you wants to follow,just SMS me or give me a call.I guess this is the end of my post.Have fun holidays!Dream about me often!
